Before it started he got me a puppy that I maybe didn't really want to keep me company to help deal with the loneliness, so at least hopefully he understands. Maybe if I met him at another point in time, things would have worked with us. Is this a sign of my own weakness. I felt her fear, everything she's said, I said.
I've moved to be with him for med school, then we moved again for residency and just moved again for fellowship. They don't want to accept that someone can understand the doctrine and choose to reject it. You can be very committed to someone but only be able to fit them in the limited free time you have. Because Utah mormons are waayyy different than mormons everywhere else. But on the main page of exmormon Reddit on the side bar there is a link to a site with links to all the pages on LDS. I also felt like I could never be a good wife. He is just very dedicated to his patients.
So, we decide to take a "break" because there was so much tension and resentment in the relationship. Almost everything is complicated. He has always kept her at the side, devoting almost equal time to me and her. I clearly stated twice that I severed things with the girl.
It sounds like you HAVE done your best in the past. The brethren have taught that there is an ideal pattern for marriage. Honestly, unless you want to convert and: And, if she does claim those things don't matter, be prepared to find out how much they really do after you've married her. Dating is a tricky game. Again, I deeply love my dad, but these were things that I had to deal with.