In many ways, you yield some authority to the church. He says that I should be happy that he is giving me all the comforts of life. It did not go well.
And frankly, you feel like such a loser. Besides the obvious brain damage that you will be made to suffer your entire married life, there are future kids to think about. I also remember my father a stake president telling me the night before I got married that every single couple he had counseled through marriage struggles were not reading their scriptures or praying together every night. Second, in my experience mormons have been some of the kindest people I've ever had the privilege to know, and they have not lived up to the cult image you describe.
And even then it will put Huge stress on it and on you for the rest of your life. And now, a final word: Send your query to askmormongirl gmail. She is instructed to have children within wedlock very soon, raise these children in a Mormon home, and devote hours each week to church activities plus Sabbath observance on Sunday. I don't drive and we live far away from our family.
That is the shit storm on the road ahead of you. And to clarify, what I mean by physical demand is something that requires energy I don't have, like having sex or going for a walk. I think she felt that it was important for me to understand the types of challenges in an interfaith marriage. And what you're saying about having a great night and then an amazing few days after before he disappears and you feel like shit again I also hate that he doesn't text me until he is ready to make plans again, although I did ask him to text me more often and he has gotten a little better about it. I think about leaving all the time now because by myself there are no disappointments. It won't be easy. You won't know this until you do it and that is really important information to get before a marriage contract.